the greatest fan of your life.

good riddance to livejournal.

2005-04-06T05:18:41Z

I dont know who is going to read this let alone if anyone is but after reading Sarah's journal I felt inspired to present my own feelings to the world. Here are my thoughts take them as you wish im not here for conflict. Im just posting this to let you all know a little something that has been in my thoughts for quite a while.

Livejournal is being defective and its almost impossible to post journals anymore additionally im sick of fishing through countless journal entries on my "friends page" that are full of garbage and meaningless junk just to find journal entries that actually have some importance or points of interest. I mean seriously harldy anyone cares which carebear you are or what flavor coffee you are. Its okay to post a few but there are people that do this everyday. This year I have acomplished alot and matured in so many ways. I went from earning mostly D's on my report card to where I am now receiving almost all A's. I have learned alot this year I feel like I am a different person and its my advice to everyone reading this to step outside of the realm in which you are complaining and are constantly upset and actually go out into the world and try your hardest to acomplish something, anything. The more I grow the more I realize how much time I wasted aimlessly bitching, and it may seem that I am doing nothing but bitching right now but I do in fact have a point to this letter. My point is to help anyone out there and encourage them basically to grow up. I refuse to name anyone because I have learned from past experiences that people generally dont accept critisism and are way to quick to take threat and lash back with harsh remarks even if the criticizer has good intensions. I understand that its your livejournal, you are my friend and you do have the right to post whatever you like and that is why I am chosing to leave rather than call you out and ask you to stop. Livejournal for the most part is countless displays of teenage drama which I am done with. Ill check back once in a while on my good friends to make sure everything is okay but for the most part im done. Its been swell.

Before I leave I want to say one last thing... I want everyone and anyone who is reading this entry to know that there is more to me than most assume. I am trying to be a better person than I ever was. It may not be obvious but there is something burning inside of me. Its the desire to acomplish great things, to change the world and to change myself.

Goodnight

in case your one of those few people who keep contact with me only though ivejournal my AIM name is Stellar4566 and email is AJM387@YAHOO.COM

things get better.

2005-03-18T21:02:47Z

I feel better. This is my last journal entry for a while because my journal is broken so I am making it special... with my favorite song.

What would you do if I sang out of tune,
Would you stand up and walk out on me?
Lend me your ears and I'll sing you a song
And I'll try not to sing out of key.

Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends

What do I do when my love is away
(Does it worry you to be alone?)
How do I feel by the end of the day,
(Are you sad because you're on your own?)

No, I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends

Do you need anybody
I need somebody to love
Could it be anybody
I want somebody to love.

Would you believe in a love at first sight
Yes, I'm certain that it happens all the time
What do you see when you turn out the light
I can't tell you but I know it's mine,

Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends

Do you need anybody
I just need someone to love
Could it be anybody
I want somebody to love.

Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends
with a little help from my friends.

REALLY PISSED

2005-03-17T04:10:43Z

WHY ARE ALMOST ALL OF MY FUCKING FRIENDS BEING ASSHOLES. I FEEL SO ANGRY. IM JUST GOING TO HAVE TO CHANGE MORE OF MY PERSONALITY THAN I THOUGHT.

emerge87 @ 2009-12-24T12:40:00

2005-03-12T17:51:41Z

I checked my friends pages again and found nothing but quizes.. im done updating for a while. Im getting ready to go 2 hours away right now it should be fun. Im waiting for my friends to finish getting ready so we can leave.
Im sick of people saying stupid things about other people for stupid reasons. I hate when people say untrue things about my friends. I know I should be avoiding drama and controversy but if your going to say something rude to my friend your going to get some backlash. What I hate more is when people say things to people like "your friend *insert name here* is a retard. And then the person who was told that doesnt even stick up for their friend.
I hate how if someone listens to a type of music that another person doesnt like they get yelled at. Listen to what ever the fuck you want damn it. 2

emerge87 @ 2008-03-10T22:28:00

2005-03-11T03:32:12Z

I hate how people update their journals like everyday but never say anything. You know like post stupid meaningless quizes to take up my time.. anyway enough bitching.

Theater is cool so far. Im going to Shanes this weekend with Katie it should be fun. My moms sick again I guess.. Im feeling sick lately to but ill get over it.

the times on my journal are messed up,, it never works!

emerge87 @ 2007-02-19T01:31:00

2005-02-19T06:31:41Z

I was worth $81,416,667, how much are you worth?
Find out Your Price now!

emerge87 @ 2006-01-15T15:12:00

2005-02-15T19:57:29Z

Karen

Which Mean Girl are you?
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eventful day

2005-02-09T04:46:53Z

so today was fun. I got my mom to sign me out of school so I went to wendys with katie and some people. then the other katie came and got me. we went to the library and read books on sex. it was our last day together before she leaves for Florida for like way to long. (I miss you alot). Im going to get behind if I keep skipping classes but its just so much fun.

went for a walk with paul. went to rams horn. did some of the usual stuff. now its late and im waiting for something to finish drying so I have it to wear tomorrow. lala 3 more days untill BREAK!! YA!!!!!!!!!

and like less than 30 days untill March 3rd!

I thought this quiz was lame but whatever

2005-02-06T05:16:50Z

You scored as Prep/Jock/Cheerleader.

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Ghetto gangsta

81%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

81%

Punk/Rebel

69%

Goth

50%

Drama nerd

44%

Geek

44%

Loner

25%

Stoner

13%

What's Your High School Stereotype?
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so hello yes.

2005-02-04T19:58:53Z

my day of skipping school was fun. I went to the village and all that good shit. I fear that my days of not going to school will end soon I am getting close to the max amount aloud.. haha

best song can you tell me what it is??

2005-02-01T03:54:17Z

we have got to make a decision..

leave tonight or live and die this way.

who are you?

2005-01-31T03:41:25Z

I was going through my friends pages and stuff and there is so many people with "dancing" or something like that before there names. who is dancinggurl? im so confused.

wow

2005-01-28T20:25:47Z

I had alot of hope for today. It just blew up in my face.

good news..

2005-01-27T03:30:53Z

so im definitly officially a JUNIOR now. I did not fail any classes. Actually I didnt even come close to failing any clases. NO D's No E's. I am a smart cookie.

oh yeah I realized that im beautiful no matter what they say. haha

crazy..

2005-01-26T19:59:20Z

your everything I want.

best song ever.

2005-01-26T04:55:38Z

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?

my hero

2005-01-23T11:34:35Z

so I was watching Cribs and Macy Gray changed clothes for every room she went into to match the colors of the room. Now that is awesome.

saturday night..

2005-01-23T00:17:56Z

so its finally the weekend. my new classes arent that bad. my 60's and 70's class is weird because im one of like 3 other sophmores. and there are some bad people in my class. im so broke and they havent mailed my check from work yet. does anybody know where I can work?
Oh Yeah, Emery dont be mad.

now I need to go make plans for tonight.

messages..

2005-01-18T05:18:03Z

To everyone out there that is sick.. I feel your pain. I have got to feel better to go to school tomorrow im excited for my new classes. I love getting a fresh start.

I think im drowning..

2005-01-17T09:01:12Z

I feel like hell. I am really sick and my whole body hurts. I might go to the Auto Show tomorrow I want to but I think its to early to be awake. The Brady Bunch is on so im out.. haha

Bye

im an island..

2005-01-16T09:22:20Z

I deleted all of my past journal entries because I decided it was time. I want to make a new screen name for AOL but I dont know what to make it.. Any sugestions?

Today was really weird and dramatic. I felt like I was in Dawsons Creek or something. A few people got mad at me and I got mad at a few people. Now (4AM) everything seems to have settled down. Katie is okay, Emery is okay, I am okay. Do you think I am to honest sometimes? Do you think im rude? I like being honest and saying what I feel, I dont mean to come off as brutal or bitter but for some reason I do. Anyway im hyper because of the box of nerds I ate so im gonna go..

Bye.